Category Archives: GdConsciousness

There is only One yet it feels like two. Please help me unify with You.

A Rosh Chodesh Kislev reflection – How we are empowered through real free will to turn on the lights

The healing to our natural reaction when we consistently understand that we are here to use free will in this way, to go beyond reason and understanding to reveal Hashe’s compassion. The healing  shields  very place in our mind where the dark messages formerly influenced us subconsciously. We literally shed attachment to the messages from the  dross. Our heart plays the role of gatekeeper. Our heart experiences its role in sincerely revealing Hashem in an even greater way than the seductions we previously saw as pkeasant that we clung to, seeing it now as dross and not the heart itself.

Hear this Toldos message, which focuses on the struggle.

Emunah in ein od milvado

Every force is coming to be healed . It is up to us to realize this rather than think the message of the force . Observe it. Describe it in detail. Go beyond reason and understanding to Hashem is one and all good in the mind, and, with the heart, breathe love and awe. This is how we guard our soul and find our truer self.

Ein od milvado is knowing every force is coming for us to push the sanctity of the force thru to Hashem, going beyond daas sitras achra. Thank you Hashem for the opportunity to do something truly G-dly . I will this force to be felt only at its point of sanctity, in its root , your revealed compassion.

The soul Hashem gives us is pure – understanding our real free will to “go” with daas Torah or daas sitras achra

Please see the commentary on Parsha Shelach from the Ohr HaChaim, who describes how everything has an element of sanctity that can be reabsorbed. We create the magnet to do so by knowing Hashem is with us.

Parshas Shelach – Commentary from Ohr HaChaim – the land is good

Understanding this, it must be clear to the logical reasoning mind that Hashem is not going to be revealed in this world if we are utilizing the daas sitras achra.  This is an important thing to consider, because it is so built in to us that we do not realize that our best tools may be rooted in a hishtadlus based on daas sitras achra. 

Hashem’s Supervision of Man’s Behavior Rabbi Kessin

What are we relying on?

Are we aware that Hashem is with us? 

We are not relying on miracles nor suffering from wishful thinking IF we are generating heartfelt love for Hashem and awe in the design, intentionally relying on faith and trust that He is One and all loving.  We may not be in charge of outcomes, but the outcomes we see in this world are not what our life is for nor is it what our eternal life is based on.

When we know Hashem is One, that He loves us, and we make a vessel between our mind and our heart so that He may accept our daas as a place for Him to dwell, we have made the effort for which we have been created.

Trust in whatever the outcome brings.  Hashem is really real.  Hashem is really One.  Hashem is really all powerful.  It is the smartest, most logical thing to do to unify our soul in His service.  But truly, when we love Hashem, it is a simple avoda of a loving heart, with no thoughts about any reward or any calculations.

Hashem all we want is to see You, revealed, in this world.

Please accept my teshuva for falling over and over again into entertaining the suggestions of daas sitras achra.  Help me to notice it more and more quickly and to form this magnet mind to heart devotion to attract the sanctity You gift even the forces of darkness with.  Please may I merit to be the vessel to reveal that sanctity in the world in a positive expression of kiddush Hashem.

Following daas to reveal Hashem, not survival instincts laced with lies into the dark

The first letters of guf and neshama spell gan – gan eden is up to us when we bring daas into the mix

Here are some images to gaze at when using the tool to go beyond reason and understanding.

The first step is to use the tool to identify that, indeed, the emotions we are experiencing are stemming from messages we are grasping onto that are being generated from the survival instinct’s reliance on the reptilian brain.  If so, we know we are empowered to use the tool to do “briss mila” on those messages from the reptilian brain.

See this post for those details.  Use the images below the article to help generate the mind and heart unified will to go beyond natural reason and understanding.  The effort is for us to regulate ourselves, thereby receiving a purified form of compassion from Hashem that is infused within every cell of our body and released into the world through our speech and deeds.  This positive influence is something Hashem may use in His Supervision of the world.  We want the flow of Divine benefit to come to mankind, not to the side of darkness.  It is up to us, each one of us, to expand our consciousness to include the six constant mitzvahs and do the work Hashem designs us to do. Listen to the first two minutes at least of Rabbi Mendel Kessin.

Please try this tool, as written in the article below.  Please post feedback.  It is up to us.

Following daas to reveal Hashem, not survival instincts laced with lies into the dark

Following daas to reveal Hashem, not survival instincts laced with lies into the dark

The tool to detect messages from our reptilian brain in our thinking is the empowering key that heals our mind and heart to place our holiness on the path to follow daas into revelation of Hashem’s compassion rather than lies onto the dark.

Whose survival is at stake?  What is the lie being whispered to the body that is causing so much pain, the judgment that is hurting so?

We are empowered to go beyond the reason and understanding of this natural thinking.  Push emotionally with positivity, with love for Hashem, with appreciation for the design of life –  from our hearts – to connect with Hashem, ein od milvado.

Ask Him to extract from the dark mixture (acknowledge that we know He does only good and that we understand that the root of every thought and emotion is Hashem’s compassion, although concealed) all the positive spiritual benefit. Know there is Hashem.  There is no other Power.  He is One.

Instead of thinking the thoughts that inflame the body (we are naturally afraid of snakes and reptiles, including the messages it internally generates from our reptilian brain intended for us to “strike” and bring damage into the world), observe them from the place of emitting positive concentrated heartfelt love and awe for Hashem.  We are being given opportunity to bring daas into a natural bond between consciousness and body, we are being given opportunity to release the body from following the messages of the reptilian brain into a destructive pattern.  We are being given an opportunity to restore inner calm simply by recognizing the truth that we are a creation and there is a Creator Who desires for us to have faith and trust that we are here to do His Will,  bring forth this coarse material to Him and receive in its place purified compassion without concealment.

Describe clearly all the emotional mixture, what happened, how we feel, what we are hearing in our inner dialogue that is paining us, the blocks that surface, the objections we have, our resistance to maintaining this heartfelt push of positive love and awe.

Feel empowered that our mind and heart, thinking of Hashem is One and pushing with a positive heartfelt concentration on the six constant mitzvahs (which emit as love and awe from the heart), to be the bridge describing the raw coarse material that contains high sparks of light we wish to absorb back into positive experience.

We ask to be a kli (vessel of mind and heart, unified) to feel and reveal Him. Our actions and speech bring the compassion released into the material, physical and spiritual world.

We understand a high part of the force within us is serving as a bridge.  We understand this awareness is something we will have for all eternity.

We heal the vulnerability of the body that flows as one with natural  reptilian brain survival instincts.


The mind and heart connection receives relief, through Hashem’s shifting all of the compassion to something we are able to feel as compassion. Because the body experiences the joy of being in Hashem’s hands, in serving Him, the body is no longer attracted to the look and feel of the natural survival instinct, of its painful messages filled with falsehoods. The circumstances come up again and again but the mind and heart are aligned with truth, which is simcha and joy. The force of the impact of natural survival instincts and messages from our reptilian brain dissipates, and weakens. 

We can choose to find our truer selves. It takes toil to discover our truer self. Listen to Rabbi Moshe Genuth speaking about Baal Shem Tov on Parsha Toldos , on digging wells.

The soul Hashem gives us is pure – understanding our real free will to “go” with daas Torah or daas sitras achra
We know nothing except Hashem is One and loves us and wants only good for us.
The first letters of guf and neshama spell gan – gan eden is up to us when we bring daas into the mix